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| It's been a LONG time. I've been alright. School has started back. Senior year (Am I suppose in insert an enthusastic comment here? Not sure...) this year. I've taken my classes I need to. I'm going to be moving hopefully in May. Planning to move to Utah, to live with my Fianceé. Though we won't be married for a few years. So no worries. I do plan on going to college at U of U. (If I get accepted that is..) I'm eaten up with mesquito bites. Isn't that great? Everythings just bland right now; then again, it could be the lack of me taking my medication. I don't know. I hardly write poetry anymore. It's just not comming to me. It's like I get ideas, when I go to write them down, I can't remember them. Gary's grandmother died Friday about 10 p.m. I still need to get a sympathy card to send to them all. Plus something for our one year, and his birthday. Man, I'm slacking. I've been driving recently, I do need to go and get my permit now. All I'm waiting on is for my mother to take me. (I want to have my actual liscence when I turn 18 you know? If I don't oh well. I still need to go to the dentist to get my tooth pulled. It's not hurting as bad as it had been. I'm going to go though. I don't have much to say. Forgotten_at_last | | |
| 10 Point Oh on the Richter scale shake it like an earthquake move your tail.
Welp, nothing new. Just had surgery on my leg yesterday. Nothing to big. Just taking out some infection. Talking to friends right now. They aren't keeping my attention; I'm more intereseted in looking at emerald rings right now. Since I hate diamonds. Psh, bitch, and they say diamonds are a girls best friend. I think they are stupid and ugly personally. They have no personality. Like a little 'perfect' christain girl. Emeralds are more rebelious though. They can be dark, or bright, they stand out, etc. Damn. I'm weird.
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| Well, What can I do now? Matt and I are over. I knew it wouldn't last much longer. Enough of the self pitty. Okay, Not much has went on. I've been for a bit, getting into the Rave scene. Thinking of the Army. Want your opinion. Don't know what college I need to go to. I have to go next fall. I don't know where to move to get away from my family. A close friend of mine, he's not been online in DAYS, that's really not like him. It's gotten me quite worried. I just I'm stressed. Having a lot of trouble with the sleeping issues. I have to start looking for a therapist soon. Mine is dropping me. I have not a clue why though. I guess I'll go.
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| Well, He's in Rome... He's not messaged me. I don't think me and him will be together long... He's not proving me that he's in love with me... Maybe I've done something wrong again... I don't know... but it sucks... I'm not on my medication and I haven't been for months; so I had getting down because it's always worse than a normal down..I'm not writing poetry much anymore... I hate writing when I'm down, but it usually helps. It's that weird? I might try later.
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| The title says all of it... Today is our ONE YEAR anniversary okay? and he's being so distant complaining about everything, I'm sick, I've not told him, and honestly I'm not going to because then he'll just insist on letting me go. Then I won't get to talk to him. I've not talked to him in ages... I wish he would so a little affection, but he's not even hugging me or calling me sweetie, like he normally does. He leaves for Rome tomorrow... He's just being so distant as I've said. Well we'll see how it goes. I just told him he was being distant. Forgotten_at_last | | |
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